--

HELL YEAH
MOTHERFUCKING CHRISTMAS BREAK

I slept from 7 AM last night to 11 AM this morning, fuck yeah
it still doesn't quite feel like christmas though :'(
idk we need to make cookies or smth. and play christmas music and decorate the treee
but there is no one with me lol
dad is gone getting drunk or smth
claire is at her friend's house

and i am so alone :'(
so *intensely* alone :'(
and hungry lol. jesus I'm fucking hungry

ilu cash

kakistocrati is hilarious x') maybe I'll try it someday if I am brave enough :'(

moppet is back from getting spayed. wagghhhhh she's so traumatized and sleepy and drugged-up and in my lap and asleep and sdfag so cute and pathetic

WTF INTERESTING PART IS TL;DR'D WHY

( fandom n shit )

tl;dr version:

LOL I LOVE BLEACH SO MUCH DFDSSAGFDHFAFDadgsdgdagdasdfds:


_-cries-




-from love-

delgrotto and outbox, I got your cards~ ^^ Thank you so much for them. I'll try to do everyone's tonight, since I realized that I actually do have cards to write on. 8D;

( irl )

I'm not sure why I --

OH YEAH

( spoilers )

:|
four fucking days. FOUR DAYS
plz god soon

oh, and if you were wondering what was up with my last entry?

As I Lay Dying is so good. you gotta read it. -fangirls over Cash-

POLY-CHAN, plz tell me you've read it???

ok, read the new blch chpt scanlated. And you know, except for the weird "ACCEPT MY LOVE ;___;" thing (byakushi/le roux unrequited otp rofl) fastcar actually brought up...some good points.

o_o

true enough, Byakushi says his whole reason for personally attacking him was Rukia pride, but...just what gives shinigami the right to think they're so much better than hollows? sure they kill people but so what. why should they care? hmm it's interesting to think about... :| how things aren't always black and white. same with Akatsuki I suppose lol.

it's weird how much Rukia looks like Bya despite the fact they're not related, though. really. ._. almost like a mirror...

as for Naruto...Tobi! and eee, Kisame vs Suigtsu~~~~~~~

Hngh, sorry for posting similar entries consecutively XD;

happy December 1, everyone! -curtsy- xD I changed my icon as you can see, for this month. :3 rofl santa nel -dies- *_*♥♥ making christmas hot oh christ lmao

I'm bored, so here's a meme from skeletalrupture.
( alphabet meme )

oh god I am so fucking hungry as shit right now I'm getting all shaky and schizo *_o
gfdgdshfsfgsdfhfdgs
HELLO MY NAME IS FRANCOIS
I HAVE COME TO EAT YOUR FAMILY

rofl i win the fucking internet how did this happen idk but idc♥♥♥♥♥♥

<sub>i wanna fuck you like an animal ;D

i wanna feel you from the inside pauri_jaan ;DDDDDDD

I really like industrial music lately. dad told me "it's a common feature of people whose lives suck" XDDDDD
*_* but it's so damn fucking sexy dammit
also the music is vrmnt cool. srsly.
nng~</sub>

LJ wtf why did you give me another userpic slot?
?!?!?!1♥♥♥♥

ROFL ITACHI ON A THRONE

WTF

ROFL

he looks
so
so
so
...gay

also, sladsfsdg Kisame <33333 so adorable. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON DAMMIT D: I can't read nearly enough to have any idea wtf they are saying

Pein stop sucking, I liked you at first :( your normal body looks badass and hot. but wtf all your retarded clone body guys are retarded as shit enough with the fucking ugly piercings

=NEEDS TRANS NOWWW-

same with Bleach though
still not caring :\
although hey wuts goin on with Szayel n Mayuri lol :D
CLIFFHANGER *_*

-draws porn-

tonight I'm probably going to a birthday party for a lovely girl, though I'm not sure what to get her. she's a peach so I hope nothing ends up too uncomfortable for me. I get really uncomfortable at social functions x_x; hopefully I'll know most of the people.

BLEACH ANIME WINS FOREVER

it is making me love it even more :DDD ep. 150 is so so good. thank god for canon.

NEL IS SO ADORABLE AND LOLSDFDSG HER BROTHERS (the shiny scene lmafosdfs) THEY ARE ALL SO FUCKING CUTE
AND LASDDASD EVERYTHING
_{lol I'm starting to think of them as her brothers again}

SHORT ULQUIORRA IS SHOOOOOOORT
OR MAYBE NNOI IS JUST FREAKISHLY TALL♥
DON'T CARE

DORDONIIIIIIII♥♥♥♥♥ next episode at least TwT;

I was kinda hoping he'd have darker skin, but he's supposed to be Spanish I guess so wtf ever.

Ichigo you are such a retard lol. I love how Ishida is like "we must think about this carefully gaiz h/o" and then Ichi is all "LOL HOW DO I SHOT THE DOOR? OH YEAH -destroys-"


eee and I got goosebumps at the scene where they all split up ;_; hhhghghsggfas i love when you know there's impending doom
oh rukia u and ur false bravado.
_{kaiencaaaaaar}

wtf nnoitra you are suck a fucking perverted smarmy sonofabitch
"so how far have you taken her training ;D" lmafdfasdg
_{nnngh♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ asdfdsgsdhgfgsgjgsfhg}

Gin♥ I love his omakes.

outbox where u at ho?

*NERD NERD NERD*

I am such a geek I think this is funny
"fun fact: the bible was originally called chuck norris and friends"

oh god lyrics *___* -changes journal title+shit- (am I the only one who does that daily lol?) oh god killers why. stop being so awesome. ===I'm glad you got the link to work, outbox, you are so welcomeeee :DDD -spreads the awesome- through the love of Jesusjacques, all is possible my dear. （*´∀`）ﾉ


SORRY FOR BEING A RETARD LAST ENTRY LOL, I HAD A HORRIBLE DAY AND SHIT, SO YEAH. WAHHH LJ -WRITES ANGSTY ENTRY, ERASES WHOLE THING TWICE- ;___;

thxgiving break!!!1!♥♥♥♥♥ eeep~~~no school haha omg, yay. :D it's never long enough, nn? but some time off is better than none. time to draw more NnoiNel rofl. because I'm productive like that.

why was I so excited to post a new entry?? I have like jaggerjack shit to say, lol.

hmmm wouldn't it be funny if Nnoi can't release? :D then Kenpachi and him would...have to get married or something...Yachiru could have two daddies....

_{Hail Halibel, full of cleavage grace.
The lord Aizen is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst arranchicks,
and blessed is the kin of thy hougyoku, Jesusjacques.
Holy Halibel, Daughter of God,
pray for us fantwats,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
†}

lmao it's a work in progress. I pretty much died making this icon. lololol I need to do a Halibel one too


♫We finally caught a train to Memphis
Where everybody talks the same
Those blue suede babies
All know my name♫

... -cries- ♡

baby baby, don't be so shy♪

LOL

BYAKUSHI

YOU ARE

SUCH A FUCKIN BITCH OH MY GOD.

LMAO.

also, fast!car, ewww. ew. ew D: neck twisting ew? his release is hilarious though. seriously. and that part when he's explaining bogus shit...


^ :B

am I the only one this instantly reminded of hellsing? seriously. like, when despite the gore and killing and tension and drama that's going on, they randomly explain something in a hilarious omake manner?

asdg I forgot how I fucking love hellsing

so

much.♥

*_*

Anderson♥
Integra♥♥♥
Alucard♥
HeinYumi♥
Riiip♥
Piiip♥
Seras♥
WAUGH♥♥♥

there were so many manga clips I wanted to put here

BE GLAD I RESTRAINED MYSELF

nnnngh ;_; -reads with pain-
plz read it you guys if you hadn't.
for great justice
also your souls



mkayyy so I'm getting annoyed at Bleach now SERIOUSLY ENOUGH WITH BORING PEOPLE I DON'T CAAARE I WANT TO SEE NNOITRA YOU FUUUCKS

_{p.s., dear bleach anime: -cries and sobs and chokes on her tears, and then throws up on you you filler-making sons of cunts-}


EDIT LIKE FIVE MINUTES LATER
ENRICO

BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ;___________________;

a-also, alu ilu♥

and riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip♥

Aho says:
PAURI
Aho says:
DO
Aho says:
YOU
Pauri says:
FAGGOTRY
Pauri says:
:P:
Aho says:
WELL
Pauri says:
LMFAO
Aho says:
I ALREADY KNEW THAT
Aho says:
DUH.
Aho says:
DUHHH
Aho says:
BUT
Aho says:
DOYOUHAVEAFACEBOOK
Pauri says:
hm
Pauri says:
I might
Aho says:
IF YOU DON'T
Pauri says:
but I'm not on it as much
Pauri says:
LOL
Aho says:
IF YOU DO
Aho says:
I WILL WRITE ON IT.
Aho says:
EVERY
Aho says:
DAY.
Pauri says:
DEAR GOD
Pauri says:
WHY
Aho says:
BECAUSE.
Aho says:
I LOVE YOUR FAGGOTRY.
Pauri says:
ARGHH?!?!?
Aho says:
GFFDGGG!!111
Pauri says:
let me see if I have one (:
Aho says:
CAPS DAMMIT
Aho says:
CAPSSSS
Pauri says:
OH YEAH SORRY

IF ANYONE ELSE HAS A FACEBOOK
PLZ TO BE SHARING~?
SEPHY, I ALREADY GOT YO NUMBA YO

♥♥♥

I'M IN A VERY CAPSLOCKY MOOD
UNOHANA IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS, SHE BETTER KICK SOME ASS
SHE IS THE THIRD STRONGEST CAPTAIN YOU KNOW (RIGHT BEHIND OLD GUY AND GOD)
♥♥♥♥♥♥FDSGALOVE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATI♥

i am eating a calzone later~ dad and I are gonna watch Shaun of the Dead... :3
haha Claire is at her friends house, and her Halloween candy is unguarded... >:D

eeeoooo

-makes ambulance noises-

( random life stuff )

Mom rescued a kitten, we're bringing him back to her place tomorrow. he is so cute♥ Promki.

Nnoitra Jiruga hmmm :3 except it's probably actually Jirulralugrandma or something in reality

HOW IS EVERYONE, SORRY I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY EXCEPT I WISH THE NEW CHAPTER AND EPISODE WOULD COME OUT FASTER D: right now I'm going to have hummus and watch Simpsons episodes :x but first, a meme by ew_younerd lol.

Ask me my unpopular opinions on fandom.

NELLL

BABYNEL

SO FUCKING CUTE ASDFSDGDSDFSDGDSD

QASDSgfdsfdsg ;_________;

CAPSLOCK

CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD

HER VOICE ASFSDG

;_______________________________;

IF YOU DISLIKE NEL

I-I'M SORRY BUT I HATE YOU NOW



( a clockwork orange stuff, o my brothers and only friends )

DEAR DIARY,
TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY; I CRAWLED AROUND ON THE FLOOR WITH A SPOON IN MY MOUTH
LOEV ELEANOR

lol, I told Cypress I'd start my entry that way. because it's true. just...yeah. it kind of sounds dirty. but it wasn't! (she made chocolate and it was cool. ^3^) honest. I didn't feel like taking off my shoes, but I'm not supposed to wear shoes in her kitchen~ D:

huhu this song is so cute omg ;_;

also

KUBO TITE YOU MOTHERFUCKER, STOP GIVING YOUR CHARACTERS SUCH WEIRD-SPELLED NAMES

-has been kicked into spelling 'nnoitra' properly- orz I don't even know how to say that lol. is it pronounced the same...? huh. same with 'szayel' .-.;

mrrrr, I missed having a real obsession.♥ even though his name is weird. hahaha♥

KENPACHI, IF YOU KILL HIM ;___________________;

tomorrow is friday, I am glad. japanese club thing, watching a clockwork orange with cy~ (oh gawd I hope so anyway)

HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD HALLOWEEN :I I at candy at home with dad and watched batman episodes, lulz.

FUCKING POINTLESS POST -kicks chair-

I like Old Guy's voice. grumpy old people are funny

Stark...not so much ;_; it's ok I guess, but...why are his eyes blue?! guhh T_T

Black Guy sounds cool, he acts kind of boring though :(

Zaera SO GIRLY VOICE IT'S ADORABLE c: ♥♥♥♥ pinky hehe. his glasses have lenses after all? o_O

Halibel sounds gorgeous OH GOD WHY ARE HER BOOBS COVERED WHY IT'S HORRIBLEEE ;_____;

KAIENCAR'S VOICE SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME er voices -shudder-

Noitora AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS PERFECT such a fucking smartass fgfdsfgsd♥ Iin ja ne no~? verbal tildes omhghfgfggfdgsdhdfjhk I think I died from that fgsdfhjskhgkfdasd53

...Grimmjow and Ulqui obviously, their voices rule already :> poor Grim aha, Aizen picking on him :(

question WILL I EVER STOP POSTING RETARDED CRAP NO ONE CARES ABOUT EVER
answer NO ...~ tilde times infinity +1

jjjnnsdssdd

I'm tired >:

today was aiight. mostly the good thing was...Edo night! :D (everybody in the Japanese club, we go to this yummy Japanese place, Edo, every once in a while) it was really good. I got tamago sushi, and a salad...padmouse and I shared some green tea, and some green tea ice cream. plus we stole sweet potato tempura from lazy wasteful people~ :D

we sat with seniors and college kids, but they were quite genial, so that's good. we got there a little late so all the other J-IIIs were already seated together 9_9

anyway it was delicious, we had a good time as always.

4 DAY WEEKEND FUCK YEAH ;________; no school tomorrow, saturday or sunday (obviously), and none monday either, FALL BREAK WHORES oh mannnn

Fall is all right but winter is my absolute favorite. every day gets us closer though :3

errr I added a bunch more icons, but I still have like 20 spaces XD;

MUST WATCH NEW BLEACH EPISODE I don't think the new chapter's out yet :\ ah well. in unrelated news, I've decided that I like Ishida more now~ and ishihime is adorkable. c:

( naruto spoilers )

rrgh PMS so I look and feel terrible and crap =A= I was so bitchy and angry yesterday haha. but at least it's an excuse to try and make myself feel better, lol; less guilt about certain things, like food and crap

it is 3:25, I am fucking tired, so I'm gonna take a shower and go to fucking bed =3=

oyasumi, minna~

ASHGHH EVERY TIME I CHANGE MY ICON COMMENTS IT DELETES ALL HISTORY OF THEM AAGSGSDSDFS

;_;

I'm gonna try to upgrade my account and get more, but, note to self: never, ever change keywords for icons. it just destroys everything. (now there are random posts by me everywhere with people commenting about what a sexy lady Gin is when he's an espada D:) (lololol)

I read Ethan Frome today at my mom's starbucks (pumpkin latte♥). The way my dad talked about it, you'd think it was some giant sob story, but it really wasn't. Just sort of soul-crushingly depressing. :\ not wibbly though.

the Bleach anime is kicking the Naruto anime's ass so much right now :I look in your heart, you know it to be truth

sephysarkon, thank you SO MUCH AGAIN OH MY GOD she gave me all this awesome Bleach music ;-; Gin...hurhurhur♥ Fuyu no Hanabi is the best song in the world right now :| otpotpotp Also, Hanataro is so adorable omg♥ and......pfsdfsdfhahahahaha QUINCY NO KOKORO KAKETE D:< lol it's so lame it's hilarious :'3 oh Ishida, I do love you though sweetheart

My mom rented The Office 1st season and we are going to watch itttt :'D

omg I am such a nerd

I ttly ♥ mustard lately

and the boyish voice is leaving
i've been an evil tenor, ohh
i filled the innocent's doe eyes with glue
you're my only softness, ohh
you're my only pleasure, it's true
and i never want to be your
little friendly abject failure

Hello all! you may have noticed I finally locked my journal... XD someone I know in real life found it through a friend's, and though he's not a bad guy, I don't really want anyone I don't consider close reading my stuff. anyone from real life, anyway, it's funny how I feel more comfortable with internet people than ones I actually know.. XD

it's almost Friday. almost. :) I should be doing homework currently, but I'm not too worried about it; all I have is to write two article assessments for US Govt. and Chem, respectively. not too shabby. .3. damn, do I wish I had a -working- printer, though.

new Bleach episode - DO WAAANT ;___; I'm so happy the fillers are over! I'll wait until tomorrow to watch it though, I shouldn't get too carried away in fucking around. same with the new chapter... .3.

AHO HAS A BIG RETARDED MAN-CRUSH ON JOHN EDWARDS, YES SHE DO XD lol, I'm such a nerd. but he's so charming! ;_; (for those of you who know me well enough and are all WTF AHO LIEKS SUM1 REAL?!, nooo, I just think he's a sweetie. :p) I like Obama too, but I've liked Edwards since 2004. :3 it's too bad he won't win, I'd love to campaign for him... T_T instead I bet Clinton will. :< woman president = Y, but she supports the war. NNNNNNNNNNNNNN

_{for my new friends, yes, I am sort of political, you'll come to realize this more as the election gets closer :B}

hhh my dad has pneumonia XD so mom and Claire went to this delicious Chinese place I love to bring back food 'for him'. which means for all of us. vegetarian sesame chicken = mouthgasm TuT <333

this seems to be gaen about, I'll do it as well. actually, I have a few other memes I want to do as well, maybe this weekend. XD </memewhore>

( say what kinda whore? )

this is a rather pointless post, but oh well. >:3 eat me.

old world underground, where are you now?
subtract my age from the mileage
on my speeding heart, credit cards
accelerate, accumulate
looked for you downtown
wound up in a movie with no story
now it's late and you are nowhere to be found

x33333333

yesterday I bought the first Metric CD from Borders - and I'm really pleased about it; I love it like whoa. gonna get Live It Out when I save the money again :3 thanks for introducing me Micha!

asdgsd new chapters! asdgsdgs! and anime! stuff like that. ( spoilers ahead: )

hhm guess what my US government teacher is a cunt >_> and they switched my chemistry class to a different teacher which blows so hard because I liked my other teacher >: so today was a terrible school day; shit is really stressing me out again...but fuck, it's friday, nothing can touch me now. and labor day is monday. X3

blehhh here's doodles. fairly recent anyway :B at the moment I need to get back to listening to Metric real loud. XD I found a nice version of Sally's Song that I love, but it's really sad >:

( my sketches, let me show u them :I )

it is now 3AM, I've been sitting here for hours, now my legs hurt like hell so I'm gaen a'bed

UM HAY

so I went to my friend's birthday, despite strangers, and it was actually okay :O we played outside and went swimming in our underwear, both of which I haven't done in a long time. XD and padmouse and I ate lots of junk food, but 1. hay we never do that 2. it's the weekend and 3. I'm on the rag so there :I

and I had a weird dream, at one part I saw a friend from when I was a kid who I miss a lot; so that was sad, but I also dreamt



so maybe that made up for it. XDDD yes my art is so amazing ur jealous

rrrgh Sunday blows. I guess it's better than Monday but still. STILL. gfgdsgds, must study Japanese tonight for a quiz tomorrow =_= plus I can't find my sketchbook right now and I hope to god it's not at school because if someone finds it I will die ;_____;

...even still, the new shippuuden is really good <3333 I even posted a pointless journal on dA out of glee. plus I took like 90 screencaps :T CAUSE IM COOL LIKE THAT AND EVERYTHING

finally my journal has an 'earlier' page! because I posted a song anyway I'm pleased with that, and am trying to bump as much as possible off here now. :D

Claire's probably making dinner tonight which I sort of wish I could be more supportive about, but also it pisses me off because she's acting like she's some amazing prodigy who's found her calling in the culinary arts -3- if you have siblings you should understand my being torn between remorse and animosity.

I think it might be time to get some fresh icons :0 stupid limited to 15 account D:<

and now for something completely different

( BWA HA HA HA HA )

WHY CAN'T I SHUT UP

HI ALL

fadhgodajodafsdf Harry Potter tonight <333333 ;3; gonna get funwithakiwi  around 10. we're gonna see it downtown and have a snack at the crazy Canadian place <333 poutiiiiine ;____; ♥♥♥

I don't really have anything to talk about right now 8D;; I just thought I'd post something to start bumping my sad entry off the page >xD; I feel less sad now, but I don't want to be reminded of it more if I don't have to. >_>;

Bleach needs to come out like. every other day. D:< you can't have just one! Ichigo needs to beat thundercat!Grimmjow so we can get back to Ishida+Renji v. Szayel. so I can drool over my keyboard more. and I could use more lesbian!car too. :D Halibel and her bitches make me happy. ♥

I'd even go for some more Noitora. because he's so smarmy and creepy that I'm starting to love him. ._.; ♥♥♥

HAVE A MEME, BORED NARUTO FANS WHO HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. ♥

( akatsuki meme )

-needs to work on Beth's entry already- -flogs self- ;_;

I will kill someone if my sister continues to listen to her fucking terrible music ;_;

Mmmn, hey, all.  Guess what~?  Claire deflowered our rice cooker this morning, and it works GREAT!  She and Dad left before she could have any, so she left yelling at me to get out of bed and eat some.  I did, and put some rice vinegar on it, and OH MY GOD SO DELICIOUS RICE FOR BRUNCH (I woke up at noon).  -arranges incense around device-  I'm so happy, I think I'll have to name it.  And learn how to make onigiri like my best friend.  Because onigiri are delicious.  And I like cooking.  :D  Plus, pickled plums~!  AUGH  ♥

I just wrote a whole paragraph about rice.  8D

Today is Monday...which means I have to go take the driver's permit test tomorrow.  DO NOT WANT.  DDD:  Dad's making me go, though.  And apparently I have a doctor's appointment too.  He e-mailed me from work, weird enough:  D:

Yes, we'll do breakfast, even if I have to make it myself.  I got you a Dr's appointment for tomorrow at 10AM.  Brace yourself!!  If you want to look for some kinda lentil type recipe, you could make some more rice and we could buy something cheap at the store to put over it.

Geoff Hopkins (aka "Dad")

XD;;  But yeah.  So evidently not only do I have a doctor's appointment, but I have to wake up at a freakish time to go to it.  ;_____;  FAIL.  Tomorrow is gonna suck.  -_-' 

I re-read the unpublished Bleach chapters today for fun.  :D  Almost forgot how adorable Nell is!  So I forced myself decided to draw a bit. whaddayagonnado.

( click for doodles lol )

SEE YOU LATER DEARS.

Ahehehe, yup.  I decided that I'd start to use this thing for real, because hell if all my deviantART whores want to hear from me every other day.  XD  but I do love posting journals.  >_>;  and I'm in love with lj these days.  >_>;;  I'm still an insufferable noob, though.

I think I'm doing the opposite of getting used to summer.  I'm not sure what that's called, but it's confusing.  XD;;  I take like three showers a day, and I can never fucking sleep when I want to!  I stay up damn late because I can't sleep, and I can't sleep because I stay up late.  it's a perpetual paradox.  replace 'paradox' with whatever word is correct there.

I made dinner for Dad and me today.  Mom's still on her motorcycle trip, and Claire's across the street sleeping over at her dopey friend's house.  so we hung out.  for some reason a while ago, he decided to curl up and sleep on the sofa.  o_o;  maybe that means I should sleep in his bed, ahaha.  XD  (come on, all kids love their parents' bed, right?)

Bleach 380 was today!  !!!!  !!!!  xD  I just got to read the raw, though.  and ok, I love Grimmjow, but I want to see moar Szayel nao plz.  D<

Today
oatmeal w/ banana
two clementines
some mint-choco M&Ms
two quesadillas de moi