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I need to stop being so self-destructive. :| I don't sleep and don't sleep and then I crash and fuck up my life because of it.

-skipped skool today lol-

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wtf do I like this emoticon so much now.

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tomorrow is friday, what. :) new bleach chapter (;-;) and episode (;u;). also new naruto chapter, which I don't really care that much anymore but still, (;-;).

for you, yappatan XD


a meme, just for fun.

Give me any fandom we have in common and I'll tell which character I would pair you with for the following:
1. OTP
2. OT3
3. crack
4. PWP
5. BFF

have any of you guys seen reservoir dogs? :D

*keeps pointing to Xmas card post* 8|
it'll probably be bumped off the page eventually so I want to keep mentioning it. :D so far I have four people who have requested.

ok, read the new blch chpt scanlated. And you know, except for the weird "ACCEPT MY LOVE ;___;" thing (byakushi/le roux unrequited otp rofl) fastcar actually brought up...some good points.

o_o

true enough, Byakushi says his whole reason for personally attacking him was Rukia pride, but...just what gives shinigami the right to think they're so much better than hollows? sure they kill people but so what. why should they care? hmm it's interesting to think about... :| how things aren't always black and white. same with Akatsuki I suppose lol.

it's weird how much Rukia looks like Bya despite the fact they're not related, though. really. ._. almost like a mirror...

as for Naruto...Tobi! and eee, Kisame vs Suigtsu~~~~~~~

Hngh, sorry for posting similar entries consecutively XD;

happy December 1, everyone! -curtsy- xD I changed my icon as you can see, for this month. :3 rofl santa nel -dies- *_*♥♥ making christmas hot oh christ lmao

I'm bored, so here's a meme from skeletalrupture.
( alphabet meme )

oh god I am so fucking hungry as shit right now I'm getting all shaky and schizo *_o
gfdgdshfsfgsdfhfdgs
HELLO MY NAME IS FRANCOIS
I HAVE COME TO EAT YOUR FAMILY

rofl i win the fucking internet how did this happen idk but idc♥♥♥♥♥♥

<sub>i wanna fuck you like an animal ;D

i wanna feel you from the inside pauri_jaan ;DDDDDDD

I really like industrial music lately. dad told me "it's a common feature of people whose lives suck" XDDDDD
*_* but it's so damn fucking sexy dammit
also the music is vrmnt cool. srsly.
nng~</sub>

LJ wtf why did you give me another userpic slot?
?!?!?!1♥♥♥♥

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 4-7 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5.Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest (unless it's too troublesome to reach and is really heavy. Then go back to step 1). k
6. Tag five people. no

-opens book, tosses aside- THERE IS NO PAGE 123 ;___; -searches- ah

"And now I, Jacob, spake many more things unto the people of Nephi, 'warning them against fornication and lasciviousness, and every kind of sin, telling them the awful consequences of them. And a hundredth part of the proceedings of this people, which now began to be numerous, cannot be written upon these plates; but many of their proceedings are written upon the larger plates, and their wars, and their contentions, and the reigns of their kings. These plates are called the plates of Jacob and they were made by the hand of Nephi. And I make an end of speaking these words."
YOU WILL GET PREGNANT AND DIE
lmfao it's from some Mormon bible we stole from a motel

ate a bunch at mom's place. it was still kind of depressing and weird though. :( dumbshit Joe's dumbshit daughter was there lol, I wanted to kick her. children =___='' the food was good though. wasn't the same however. D: poor mom x_x

-woke up from brief nap- I have to read a book tonight 8| "Cold Sassy Tree" it's interesting but it's...long. still, an easy read. I am thirsty. maybe dad can get me some a my drinks. and a pomegranate *_* ...yeah I'll probably awake for like eight hours or something

/went to store
/eats limegrapepop

MMM *_* I will keep my mood though because it's cute
claire is not here again

C-C-C-COMBO BREAKERRRR

-DRINKS THE LAST OF THE ORANGE JUICE
OUT
OF
THECARTON-

c:
-eats granny smith applesauce too-
I wish I had more fruit. like, a pomegranate or something.

I woke up around 5 today lol
new bleach chapter=boring as hell y/y

Tagged by cupsmou.

Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun. Tag six of your friends and ask them to give you a view of their desktops as well.

( haha fuckers I keep my icons hidden )

I tag outbox, delgrotto, hashire, necury, tehseto, and sephysarkon :| sry gaiz

tonight dad and I watched Apocalypse Now. How's that for a downer? sheesh, what a depressing movie. but we had chocolate which helped...

and I'm down too because of school :( just..blhh
tomorrow, I'm having thxgiving at mom's place. I'm sure I'll post a journal about it lol. at least that's something to look forward to, ne? warm food, stuff....hopefully it won't be too weird/depressing.

wuh -sits in emo corner- gaen bed now

-pets adorable kitten in lap-

ilovethesmell of
napalm
inthamornin

( why am I not at school today? )

memetiemz

-has been tagged by cupsmou-

List ten things that have recently made you happy and then tag ten people to do the same.

1. sleeping in this morning
2. pancakes yesterday morning
3. dad renting this from the library >X'D
4. discovering the song "kill the lights" by the birthday massacre (it's quite good)
5. not taking test today
6. kore
7. the fact that I'm gonna take a shower after I finish this
8. prospect of seeing mom today (though if I don't get to, that'll make me quite not happy =_=')
9. this.
10. lmao.♥

I tag: princess_saix BECAUSE...BECAUSE I LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND KNOW SHE LOVES MEMES; pauri_jaan; sephysarkon; tehseto; outbox; polysamachan; edge_chan; xcandyxninjax; skeletalrupture; necury

hay

hay from tehseto

Comment, and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.
yes.

mmm... :|

eeeoooo

-makes ambulance noises-

( random life stuff )

Mom rescued a kitten, we're bringing him back to her place tomorrow. he is so cute♥ Promki.

Nnoitra Jiruga hmmm :3 except it's probably actually Jirulralugrandma or something in reality

HOW IS EVERYONE, SORRY I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO SAY EXCEPT I WISH THE NEW CHAPTER AND EPISODE WOULD COME OUT FASTER D: right now I'm going to have hummus and watch Simpsons episodes :x but first, a meme by ew_younerd lol.

Ask me my unpopular opinions on fandom.

ganked from ew_younerd

( not too spectacular meme I should not be doing )

from ew_younerd

:D this meme was too funny to pass up. I wish there was like, an alphabetizing button, though. ALSO I DONT CARE IF IM STILL NOT DONE WITH THE OTHER MEME FUCK YOUUU :D

Make a list of all the characters in your icons. (Although you may have more than one icon of a single character, they only go on the list once.) Alphabetize it. Take the first two people on the list; that's your first pairing. Second two people; second pairing. Etc. Then write your reaction to each pairing (or a snippet of a hypothetical fic featuring each pairing).

( aren't you gonna look? )

Oh Paku Romi <3 I love this song. she can sing so well. I need a fucking HitsuTema icon. :T

my subjects are always so great, aren't they? :B

we bought The Office season 3 yesterday <333 I watched them last night :D haha good times. plus, I watched the two new (tew nwo) episodes on YouTube, season 4 ftw! I think I'll start keeping up and watching them every Thursday ♥

I didn't go to school today! it was a holiday haha. tomorrow is school, but it's Homecoming Week, so we get to dress crazy. sort of. tomorrow is Pajama Day so I'm wearing my lobster santa PJs. which are awesome, and fuck you. school is better in pajamas. PAJAMAS pamjamas pjamsdmsna pasmdfghhj

gfsdfshuhhhd

I am really moody right now 9_9; I dunno if I'm sad or sick or tired or happy or pissed-off BD

I ate a bunch of nutella last night and then threw it up BD

XDDDD

I discovered that maybe I should start drinking more tea. mom brought a lot of Tazo home from work, so...ha. passion is definitely the best :3

I hope to ninja jesus I don't have any homework shit to do 9_9 I don't think I have any imminent stuff, though. still a downer to think about however,

MEME


1. Comment and I'll pick two of your LJ interests and draw you a picture, using Paint whatever I feel like lol.
2. You have no say in what I draw you!
3. Put this in your journal. And the pic someone drew for you.

PICS4ME♥♥

stolen from frostious

( I'm a very bad influence. )

gonna watch office :I

from cupsmou -selfslap of wonderment- plz humor me ;-;

1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
2. Run a Google image search on that word.
3. Reply to this entry and post one of the pictures from your search, but don't tell me what the word was. OH, FUCK IT. TELL ME THE WORD.
4. Put this in your journal and I'll reply with one for you.

Today I stood for four hours waving signs for the mayoral election with paparazzi_15, it was boring but okay. and she was a really kind friend to me, I had to get some things off my chest... x3; AHH that's always good 8D currently dad and I are home alone since mom and Claire is other places :\ we had Indian for dinner, it was good

I am starting to post these things too much lol.

!!BABY KONAN DAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

I would be pedo if she wasn't so much better as one hell of a woman, lulz.

or you know if I was old enough to be pedo


THIS MOOD ICON IS LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF PENSIVE

hes lookin kinda cool

I wore one today, so. Not that I'm trying to force anyone's opinions D: just sayin'.

LULZ this song! I love it. but I wish it wasn't lauding sunday, because I hate that day. Morrisey's "Every Day IS Like Sunday" is more pessimistically accurate ♥ still, this song is very catchy and fun. I'm on a sunday playlist right now, just heard "Sunday Morning" by the velvet underground. ...and now "Sunday Morning" by No Doubt aaagh I'm such a nerd

I haven't seen ANY spoilers yet for Bleach or Naruto, so keep your mouths shut, I'll read the chapters tomorrow...and watch missed episodes, stuff like that. gotta catch up.

the Midsouth Fair is here sdgshsdgt <33!!1 next friday I hope to go. or next monday~

Mom bought the Simpsons 6th Season! !!!! an awesome season!! I am so having dinner later and watching it. oh yeahhh

I should get on my homework (planning to print off the same report for govt. and chem >D) but, I'll post this meme already, I just probably won't get to it until tomorrow...it's from cupsmou.

1. Comment with a character. If I don't know the character, or you think I don't know the character, leave a reference picture.
2. I will draw a doodle of that character in Photoshop/Paint/whatever with my eyes closed.
3. Repost this meme in your journal and profit

it's hilarious I promise, especially since all I have is a mouse

1. Go to http://www.careercruising.com/.
2. Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3. Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4. Post the top ten results
5. DON'T CHEAT YOU FUCKERS

1. Fashion Designer
2. Cook
3. Artist
4. Graphic Designer
5. Medical Illustrator
6. Computer Animator
7. Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator
8. Desktop Publisher
9. Animator
10. Butcher

hahaha errr :| all these are like really lazy sit in a chair jobs...I don't want that I think. cook sounds nicest...I think I got 'baker' which I would probably like even more, but it was #11. maybe it's best, I'd get totally fat lolll

but EWWWWW BUTCHER WTFWTWFTWFWTWFWTWFWTWFWTWFWTWFWTF WHY

and the boyish voice is leaving
i've been an evil tenor, ohh
i filled the innocent's doe eyes with glue
you're my only softness, ohh
you're my only pleasure, it's true
and i never want to be your
little friendly abject failure

Hello all! you may have noticed I finally locked my journal... XD someone I know in real life found it through a friend's, and though he's not a bad guy, I don't really want anyone I don't consider close reading my stuff. anyone from real life, anyway, it's funny how I feel more comfortable with internet people than ones I actually know.. XD

it's almost Friday. almost. :) I should be doing homework currently, but I'm not too worried about it; all I have is to write two article assessments for US Govt. and Chem, respectively. not too shabby. .3. damn, do I wish I had a -working- printer, though.

new Bleach episode - DO WAAANT ;___; I'm so happy the fillers are over! I'll wait until tomorrow to watch it though, I shouldn't get too carried away in fucking around. same with the new chapter... .3.

AHO HAS A BIG RETARDED MAN-CRUSH ON JOHN EDWARDS, YES SHE DO XD lol, I'm such a nerd. but he's so charming! ;_; (for those of you who know me well enough and are all WTF AHO LIEKS SUM1 REAL?!, nooo, I just think he's a sweetie. :p) I like Obama too, but I've liked Edwards since 2004. :3 it's too bad he won't win, I'd love to campaign for him... T_T instead I bet Clinton will. :< woman president = Y, but she supports the war. NNNNNNNNNNNNNN

_{for my new friends, yes, I am sort of political, you'll come to realize this more as the election gets closer :B}

hhh my dad has pneumonia XD so mom and Claire went to this delicious Chinese place I love to bring back food 'for him'. which means for all of us. vegetarian sesame chicken = mouthgasm TuT <333

this seems to be gaen about, I'll do it as well. actually, I have a few other memes I want to do as well, maybe this weekend. XD </memewhore>

( say what kinda whore? )

this is a rather pointless post, but oh well. >:3 eat me.

- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list.


MAY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

( other months )

This was taken from a really cool and nice person, who I'm afraid I don't know well enough to comment on hers XD; but she's awesome, so: ew_younerd -shameless promotion- the meme still sounded kinda fun though, so here we go:

"Leave a comment if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.

Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse."

OK GO??! =D?

...and another, from Poly-chan. which is amazing.

( aslkhgsdgfs lol )

saw Hot Rod today. it was...a bit weird. but some parts actually made me crack up. XD a bit bored/depressed/blah at the moment, but I hope the night gets better. :3 mom's going to a party, so dad'll probably be more at ease, even thought it makes me kinda sad to say that. ><;

yeah, I woke up at 5PM (yes)terday and I thought that was bad so I'm not sleeping TERday. well not until later around a hopefully normal time, so I can wake up at a decent one as well tomorrow. it's around 6AM right now which is pretty gud! and Claire is finally asleep so I can be on the computer without annoyance. while she was awake I had to sate my boredom with Simpsons dvds/honey bunches of oats out of the box, which is my new OTP at three in the morning.

:)

school is almost here ;_; I finished the last of my summer reading last night; The Bean Trees was actually pretty good. I still have my Japanese assignment, maybe I'll start on it soon. just a recording assignment after all...

omg today I got to see my old middle school! :'D dad thought I'd like to - they completely tore it apart, it looks like ground zero. they built a new one that looks like a prison/hospital that my sister's attending this year. GO THERE, CYPRESS. TAKE PICTURES, IT'S AMAZING.

I need more diet soda, dammit! caffeine! ;_; all I have to drink currently is water, since I refuse to touch Claire's root beer. non-diet soda is just nasty to me now. D:

Claire gotta zetsu, we'll see if he makes it.

here's a narutard meme! '3'

( clicky click, jan )

curry: I still owe you doodles I know. what the heck are those? just kidding I remember.
micha: STFU YOUR ART IS AMAZING YOU STUPID HO
BETCHU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO CLEVER DISABLING COMMENTS

I think I might try to make my own mood theme...


EDIT: fsk all dis sht, I am so fucking tired XDDD;; good night all, hopefully mom will wake me up... T^T it's the lack of caffeine's fault. -cry-


EDIT EDIT: mom just literally woke up as I was about to go to bed asdkhgfhgg now I can't. ;___________;

oh hay its 4:59  8D  my friend should be coming over around 6  :3  dad's picking her up with my sister so woohoo  p_p  (wonder what kind of face that is?)  so I'm currently by myself, mom's napping.

Mostly I'm just posting this because I wanted to do a meme.  XDDD  so sue me.  :P

WOKE UP AT 12:00 TODAY OH THE HORROR Dx

just gave kitten a bath.  oh s/he shredded me good !!  xDDD;  this one on my hand keeps bleeding..  ._.;  but I guess I'd be scared too if someone five times my size picked me up and dunked me repeatedly underwater.  hopefully she'll have less fleas for a while, though.  poor baby looks like a drowned rat :B  I wrapped her in my bathrobe and she's currently sleeping on the couch xD; 

I'LL STOP THIS FUCKERY NOW XD;  stole this meme from pistachio_queen  8D


O HAY NAO IT'S 5:20 I should get dressed :O

HI ALL

fadhgodajodafsdf Harry Potter tonight <333333 ;3; gonna get funwithakiwi  around 10. we're gonna see it downtown and have a snack at the crazy Canadian place <333 poutiiiiine ;____; ♥♥♥

I don't really have anything to talk about right now 8D;; I just thought I'd post something to start bumping my sad entry off the page >xD; I feel less sad now, but I don't want to be reminded of it more if I don't have to. >_>;

Bleach needs to come out like. every other day. D:< you can't have just one! Ichigo needs to beat thundercat!Grimmjow so we can get back to Ishida+Renji v. Szayel. so I can drool over my keyboard more. and I could use more lesbian!car too. :D Halibel and her bitches make me happy. ♥

I'd even go for some more Noitora. because he's so smarmy and creepy that I'm starting to love him. ._.; ♥♥♥

HAVE A MEME, BORED NARUTO FANS WHO HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. ♥

( akatsuki meme )

-needs to work on Beth's entry already- -flogs self- ;_;

I will kill someone if my sister continues to listen to her fucking terrible music ;_;