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delgrotto and outbox, I got your cards~ ^^ Thank you so much for them. I'll try to do everyone's tonight, since I realized that I actually do have cards to write on. 8D;

( irl )

I'm not sure why I --

OH YEAH

( spoilers )

:|
four fucking days. FOUR DAYS
plz god soon

oh, and if you were wondering what was up with my last entry?

As I Lay Dying is so good. you gotta read it. -fangirls over Cash-

POLY-CHAN, plz tell me you've read it???

lol I totally have to do my poetry project, but...this first, because...ngh I want to :[ :];; try the songs if you'd like. -makes zip file-

( music meme )

download these 10 songs lol :D

why do I keep licking my lips. IT JUST MAKES THEM DRIER. NEVER-ENDING CYCLE ;___; P:

christ I need to get to fucking work.
I'm almost worried I might have to stay at home until dad comes for lunch, and ask him to drop me off then...
...CHRRRRRRRRIST MOTHERFUCK
our lady of sorrows no shit lol

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 4-7 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5.Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest (unless it's too troublesome to reach and is really heavy. Then go back to step 1). k
6. Tag five people. no

-opens book, tosses aside- THERE IS NO PAGE 123 ;___; -searches- ah

"And now I, Jacob, spake many more things unto the people of Nephi, 'warning them against fornication and lasciviousness, and every kind of sin, telling them the awful consequences of them. And a hundredth part of the proceedings of this people, which now began to be numerous, cannot be written upon these plates; but many of their proceedings are written upon the larger plates, and their wars, and their contentions, and the reigns of their kings. These plates are called the plates of Jacob and they were made by the hand of Nephi. And I make an end of speaking these words."
YOU WILL GET PREGNANT AND DIE
lmfao it's from some Mormon bible we stole from a motel

ate a bunch at mom's place. it was still kind of depressing and weird though. :( dumbshit Joe's dumbshit daughter was there lol, I wanted to kick her. children =___='' the food was good though. wasn't the same however. D: poor mom x_x

-woke up from brief nap- I have to read a book tonight 8| "Cold Sassy Tree" it's interesting but it's...long. still, an easy read. I am thirsty. maybe dad can get me some a my drinks. and a pomegranate *_* ...yeah I'll probably awake for like eight hours or something

/went to store
/eats limegrapepop

MMM *_* I will keep my mood though because it's cute
claire is not here again

C-C-C-COMBO BREAKERRRR

-DRINKS THE LAST OF THE ORANGE JUICE
OUT
OF
THECARTON-

c:
-eats granny smith applesauce too-
I wish I had more fruit. like, a pomegranate or something.

I woke up around 5 today lol
new bleach chapter=boring as hell y/y

Tagged by cupsmou.

Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun. Tag six of your friends and ask them to give you a view of their desktops as well.

( haha fuckers I keep my icons hidden )

I tag outbox, delgrotto, hashire, necury, tehseto, and sephysarkon :| sry gaiz

tonight dad and I watched Apocalypse Now. How's that for a downer? sheesh, what a depressing movie. but we had chocolate which helped...

and I'm down too because of school :( just..blhh
tomorrow, I'm having thxgiving at mom's place. I'm sure I'll post a journal about it lol. at least that's something to look forward to, ne? warm food, stuff....hopefully it won't be too weird/depressing.

wuh -sits in emo corner- gaen bed now

-pets adorable kitten in lap-

ilovethesmell of
napalm
inthamornin

I...

I know I just posted an entry but

this required another one. it required it

damn it

I SHOULD BE MORE OBVIOUSLY UNHAPPY MORE OFTEN

CLEARLY AWESOME THINGS HAPPEN TO ME WHEN I AM SO

or at least tonight anyway lol

srsly. I was being all teary and shit cause I haven't slept like at all lately T_T; and tonight I probably won't even get to go to bed whatsoever because of school, so I was feeling terrible

but

this icon.

oh dear aizen

kenwalt > your otp

♡rdrenegade♡♡♡rdrenegaderdrenegade♡rdrenegade♡rdrenegade

( why am I not at school today? )

memetiemz

-has been tagged by cupsmou-

List ten things that have recently made you happy and then tag ten people to do the same.

1. sleeping in this morning
2. pancakes yesterday morning
3. dad renting this from the library >X'D
4. discovering the song "kill the lights" by the birthday massacre (it's quite good)
5. not taking test today
6. kore
7. the fact that I'm gonna take a shower after I finish this
8. prospect of seeing mom today (though if I don't get to, that'll make me quite not happy =_=')
9. this.
10. lmao.♥

I tag: princess_saix BECAUSE...BECAUSE I LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND KNOW SHE LOVES MEMES; pauri_jaan; sephysarkon; tehseto; outbox; polysamachan; edge_chan; xcandyxninjax; skeletalrupture; necury

Google Image Search meme! Type in your answer to each question and post the first image that comes up.

( retarded image heavy )

I want to go to bed so hard.
I have to do at least some homework though...

shit shit shit shit sssshhhhiiiiitttt

I am so fucking tired, I'd want to hurt something if I could be bothered to move, lol. I think this fucking time switch is probably fucking my brain, and that's part of the reason but...

-headdesk-

I have to do this dumbshit humanities assignment; making a website :( it is absolute crap because I know like no html, but I'm doing it anyway. uhhgod
I will link when I'm finished, rofl.

man, kids, when your mommies and daddies tell you to go to bed? LISTEN :D sleep is a beautiful thing.

I dunno why I'm bitching so much; I've stayed up for three nights before. true it made me act kind of schizo and insane buuut I didn't feel so upset :( IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE I'M STAYING UP BECAUSE OF SCHOOL DDDDDD<

blehhfd I feel ill...must finish off the pack of diet dr. k, and then I'll try the nasty-ass diet red bull, see if that helps :I largf I was listening to Shiny Toy Guns, but it was too mello, I think loud music is gooder now.
lol I spelled "mellow" wrong :I

BITCH MOAANNNN NO ONE GIVES A SHIT AHO, SHUT THE FUCK UP LOL!!! this song reminds me of Mashiro.

-eats you-

dad: do your chemistry report

OMGNO

pauri don't go ;_;

francis criiiick
on the rag ew 9_9

uhhh so tired I feel nauseous =_= jesus

finished my chem hw though. and with the permission of mom !

waking up is gonna be one whoreass bitch though, at least I'll have a promki latte

must study greek architecture in morning uhhh

-loving these pointless comment-disabled posting-

my subjects are always so great, aren't they? :B

we bought The Office season 3 yesterday <333 I watched them last night :D haha good times. plus, I watched the two new (tew nwo) episodes on YouTube, season 4 ftw! I think I'll start keeping up and watching them every Thursday ♥

I didn't go to school today! it was a holiday haha. tomorrow is school, but it's Homecoming Week, so we get to dress crazy. sort of. tomorrow is Pajama Day so I'm wearing my lobster santa PJs. which are awesome, and fuck you. school is better in pajamas. PAJAMAS pamjamas pjamsdmsna pasmdfghhj

gfsdfshuhhhd

I am really moody right now 9_9; I dunno if I'm sad or sick or tired or happy or pissed-off BD

I ate a bunch of nutella last night and then threw it up BD

XDDDD

I discovered that maybe I should start drinking more tea. mom brought a lot of Tazo home from work, so...ha. passion is definitely the best :3

I hope to ninja jesus I don't have any homework shit to do 9_9 I don't think I have any imminent stuff, though. still a downer to think about however,

MEME


1. Comment and I'll pick two of your LJ interests and draw you a picture, using Paint whatever I feel like lol.
2. You have no say in what I draw you!
3. Put this in your journal. And the pic someone drew for you.

PICS4ME♥♥

SRSLY DONT

there is no point to this entry lol

ahhh my ass hurts like a fucker D:

ALSO SHIT I AM HAVING SO MUCH LEMONADE RIGHT NOW. stupid minute maid :B might as well finish it though, yay.

school = WORSE THAN A MOTHAFUCKA; so much projects and tests and aughhhg I hate everything

did I mention my ass hurts?

kanye west is totally cool right now

BUT IS HE AS COOL AS SMOKIN JESUS??!!

old world underground, where are you now?
subtract my age from the mileage
on my speeding heart, credit cards
accelerate, accumulate
looked for you downtown
wound up in a movie with no story
now it's late and you are nowhere to be found

x33333333

yesterday I bought the first Metric CD from Borders - and I'm really pleased about it; I love it like whoa. gonna get Live It Out when I save the money again :3 thanks for introducing me Micha!

asdgsd new chapters! asdgsdgs! and anime! stuff like that. ( spoilers ahead: )

hhm guess what my US government teacher is a cunt >_> and they switched my chemistry class to a different teacher which blows so hard because I liked my other teacher >: so today was a terrible school day; shit is really stressing me out again...but fuck, it's friday, nothing can touch me now. and labor day is monday. X3

blehhh here's doodles. fairly recent anyway :B at the moment I need to get back to listening to Metric real loud. XD I found a nice version of Sally's Song that I love, but it's really sad >:

( my sketches, let me show u them :I )

it is now 3AM, I've been sitting here for hours, now my legs hurt like hell so I'm gaen a'bed

UM HAY

so I went to my friend's birthday, despite strangers, and it was actually okay :O we played outside and went swimming in our underwear, both of which I haven't done in a long time. XD and padmouse and I ate lots of junk food, but 1. hay we never do that 2. it's the weekend and 3. I'm on the rag so there :I

and I had a weird dream, at one part I saw a friend from when I was a kid who I miss a lot; so that was sad, but I also dreamt



so maybe that made up for it. XDDD yes my art is so amazing ur jealous

rrrgh Sunday blows. I guess it's better than Monday but still. STILL. gfgdsgds, must study Japanese tonight for a quiz tomorrow =_= plus I can't find my sketchbook right now and I hope to god it's not at school because if someone finds it I will die ;_____;

...even still, the new shippuuden is really good <3333 I even posted a pointless journal on dA out of glee. plus I took like 90 screencaps :T CAUSE IM COOL LIKE THAT AND EVERYTHING

finally my journal has an 'earlier' page! because I posted a song anyway I'm pleased with that, and am trying to bump as much as possible off here now. :D

Claire's probably making dinner tonight which I sort of wish I could be more supportive about, but also it pisses me off because she's acting like she's some amazing prodigy who's found her calling in the culinary arts -3- if you have siblings you should understand my being torn between remorse and animosity.

I think it might be time to get some fresh icons :0 stupid limited to 15 account D:<

and now for something completely different

( BWA HA HA HA HA )

WHY CAN'T I SHUT UP

school FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOU

( gay gay gay )

IN OTHER NEWS NOT RELATED TO AHO'S RETARDED LIFE OF GAY

new chapter~ I TOLD those fucks that Akatsuki Leader couldn't have been Naruto's dad. because it's retarded. so glad that Yondaime was confirmed~ and his mom sounds cool! we dunno what she looks like but squeakyorm does a marvelous guess here :T

also Jiraiya/Tsunade awww question mark? Tsunade/Shizune is sexier though. anyways...Jiraiya please don't do crazy shit to Pein and his girlfriend. (who I'm still praying is NOT his sister what is her NAME D<) cause I like you and don't want to hate you. >:

gdfhhdsdjsfjgs

you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and the stains on my skirt
and the dents in my car
like the vein's about to burst
that i'm not the carefullest girl

you can tell
by the glass on the floor
and the strings that're breaking
and i keep on breaking more
and it looks like i am shaking
but it's just the temperature
but then again
if it were any colder i could disengage
if i were any older i could act my age
but i dont think that you'd believe me
it's
not
the
way
i'm
meant
to
be
it's just the way the operation made me

and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again!
pretending to be you
make-believing...
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose

i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not all right at all...
there i go again!
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors!
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just
let
her
crash
and
burn
she'll learn
(the attention just encourages her)

and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that i'm sorry that i asked!
though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
but i might be catching - so don't touch
you'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off

then you can tell
from the blood on my legs
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses
(please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...)

i don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident
I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM

ah hidan's so good~ ♥♥♥ x3 sometimes I forget how gorgeous he is j_j I wish we could skip the stupid Sai/Sasukeisastrippernao arc, in the anime I mean...

_{lol I keep watching this amazing cosplay video of him and Kakuzu making out except he is a she and I want to marry her. because I'm a stupid dorky perv.} :D

FUCKING HELL MEMPHIS IT IS TOO FUCKING HOT STOP IT I MEAN SERIOUSLY TOO MUCH